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isaac lahey ([personal profile] abrahamic) wrote in [community profile] wildings2013-10-10 03:57 pm

one.





The wolves are at my door,
and I can see the writing on the wall.


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[personal profile] wont 2013-10-10 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Scott tells her (not for the first time): Alayne, Isaac is here.

Isaac, she thinks, and the thought colors her demeanor with something that is equal parts soft and sad. By her count, Alayne has known four Isaacs all told — each of identical brow and jaw but of varying temperaments. Of the four, none have come closer to her than the first, but even then that orbit had been wide, albeit closing. (How close it would be come, Alayne would never know. For the ship had swallowed him and spat out another in due time, his distance and his strangeness a bitter thorn in Alayne's side that made her ribcage ache.)

Scott tells her: Alayne, Isaac is here and the response she does not give him is an again?

Still, four days after she finds herself on his doorstep. Her hair is freshly washed and newly plaited — not an elaborate hairstyle like the ones she used to attempt on the Tranquility, but something quieter and more staid. (Alayne is not the girl from the stars any longer, but some of it lingers in her posture and her gaze.) By her side sits Lady, who pays anxiously at the door.

Alayne knocks. Smooths her skirts with an anxious hand.
]
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[personal profile] wont 2013-10-10 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Isaac speaks and before Alayne can answer Lady responds with a whimper, her head dipped with the insecurity that Alayne is loathe to show in herself. She should shoosh her, Alayne thinks, she should ask to me, Lady and get her to sit properly; but when she looks down at the beast beside her and sees the sadness in the wolf's golden eyes (—do you recognize me, brother wolf, you smell like metal and stars—) Alayne cannot bring herself to chastise Lady, instead crouching to bring the direwolf's snout in her hands. ]

Come now, [ she tells her companion (it is easier than facing the familiarity of Isaac's face, than searching his eyes for recognition that she fears will not come). ] Is that any way to greet Isaac? [ There is a familiarity to the way she says his name, but a politeness too which could be nothing but generic courtesy. Alayne presses her face to the top of Lady's head and the wolf snuffles, settling down with her snout dropped onto her folded paws. Turning, her face upturned towards Isaac now she attempts a nervous smile at him. ]

Pardon. She meant no offense. [ When she rises a moment later, she occupies herself with her dress (he's not the only one with uncertain hands, though Alayne's are much more practiced with busy work). ] I—

[ Do you know me? ] My name is Alayne.
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[personal profile] wont 2013-10-10 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His words take Alayne off-guard, so much so that her weight shifts uncertainly between her feet without her meaning it to. Had she been as obvious as that? Was the truth there written on her face — her eagerness and her trepidation? For all that she has schooled herself that the world is not kind, that COMPASS are cruel masters whose power comes from whatever hope gives and they then take away, she cannot help but feel a glimmer of it now as Isaac looks at her and seems to see her in a way none of the other Isaacs had.

You were very brave once on my behalf, she wants to confess to him, the words burbling up from her stomach after having been unearthed from a secret place. You gave me hope when I had none. You let me touch your arm.

You were kind to me and I to you in a place that had kindness for neither of us.


At her feet Lady makes a noise, as if trying to preempt the question, her head rising. Looking at Alayne and then to Isaac she seems to expect an answer; her ears twitch as they listen for it.
] I— [ Again Alayne falters, her tongue lead rather than silver, her words failing and worse than inelegant as they fail to manifest. Blue eyes travel his face, trying to find the correct answer; it's still so unclear if he knows her, even if she has given herself away already.

Eventually her gaze drifts and then falls on Isaac's arm as it hangs at his side. Taking a step forward she reaches for it carefully, looking at him lingeringly in a silent request for permission. If it was the Isaac she knew there'd be a mark there, hidden beneath the sleeve of his shirt. It would bare a number, inked into his very skin. (Under the sleeve of Alayne's sweater there is a similar mark.)
]

Perhaps we have, [ she mumbles quietly. ]
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[personal profile] wont 2013-10-10 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Alayne goes very still when Isaac's arm lifts to accommodate her; she barely even breathes when his fingers find the cotton of his sleeve and draws it back, only to reveal numbers so familiar to her that her heart erupts with a clamor of birdsong in the cage of her chest at the sight. Her head ducked, expression partially obscured by a fall of red hair, she steps forward again, well into Isaac's personal space, into the small distance that separates his arms from one another, the place where a person might stand if looking for a kiss or an embrace. She's close enough now that the rise of her shoulder and the side of one arm brushes against Isaac's chest. It's so close that courtesy is nowhere to be found but Alayne is too distracted by the mark Isaac offers to have much mind for manners.

Delicate fingers, long and uncalloused, hover just as hair's breadth from his skin. She wants to touch him — she wants to touch him — but would he vanish if she did? Was he a dream; was she even awake? COMPASS played crueler tricks in the past and Alayne knows she should be wiser.

Still, when she lifts her face to Isaac's Alayne seems startled by the fact that he's much closer than he had been just a moment previous. A sudden color rises in her cheeks, followed by an unprompted smile. Her lashes are wet and she exhales once, unevenly, as the flush of realization washes over her.
]

Isaac Lahey, [ she says and her voice is nothing if not grateful, if not adoring with relief. ]
Edited 2013-10-10 15:11 (UTC)
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[personal profile] wont 2013-10-10 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It isn't often that people get this close to her and when they do, their proximity is often followed by rough hands on her shoulders or the unwelcome crush of a man's mouth against hers. (—Dontos had reeked of the cheapest wines while Petyr had breath that smelled of mint and Marillion had wreaked of mulling spices, his smile wide as he spoke of forcing himself upon him as if it were a refrain to one of his songs—) But Isaac — he hovers halfway between expectation and restraint, one arm extended to tether himself to the doorframe as Alayne finds herself bridging that distance regardless. Her face franes forward, her expression blossoming like the face of the flower having suddenly found the sun. But when she comes close, she doesn't kiss him, just lets the moth wing of her lashes brush the rise of his cheek, a hand reaching for the nape of his neck to draw him into an embrace.

There is comfort in familiarity, in rediscovering things long since lost. COMPASS had given her the Striders, then Gwen Stacy, then Lucrezia — but in time had taken those things away as well, leaving Alayne more bruised and aching than before. Even though she wishes her touch to be gentle, it is colored by that loss and so she clings rather than holds. They had never been close during their time aboard the Tranquility — never as close as this, at least — but with the mark of the ship comes a sudden intimacy.
]

Yes, [ she says quietly, her voice hushed now that her mouth is near to the shell of his ear. Lady, who has perked at the mention of Alayne's name, now sits at attention, waiting her turn with him. ] 'Tis I, and 'tis you as well.

I am not a stranger with a familiar face. I promise, I am your Alayne.
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[personal profile] wont 2013-10-11 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Isaac's hand is a presence along the dip of Alayne's spine just as the flat of his forehead is a gentle pressure against the sloping curve of her own. For a moment Alayne thinks that she has assumed wrongly, that Isaac will kiss her with their noses bumping and the babe-like curl of his hair tickling her temple. (And she realizes, in that very same moment, that she wouldn't quite mind if he did — that unasked is not the same as unwelcome, and that the want that rises in her sudden and strong is not new but something held at a distance for so long that it had been all but forgotten.)

The world stops and starts with the measure of his breath, the subtle heave of his chest against hers as he exhales, the warmth of him filling Alayne's mouth, prompting her to part her lips in the hopes of holding him there upon the soft pad of her tongue.

Your Isaac, he says, as if he belonged to her, as if the hand curling over the nape of his neck was a collar rather than flesh and bone. Alayne has never had anything she hasn't stolen or cheated, never once in her life. To be presented with something (someone) now without so much as prompting takes her aback and fills her with wonder, making her bones tremble in both anticipation and fear, riddling her heart with both loyalty and young love.

For a long moment she does nothing beyond breathe his breath, the air between them warm from one another's mouths. Isaac's eyes are closed but Alayne's remain open as she gazes at him, so many of his features blurred and out of focus, but the whole of it still beautiful to her — familiar and made soft by proximity and complete. They had hardly known one another aboard the Tranquility and yet suddenly they found themselves reunited like old friends. A fierceness clenches in Alayne's heart without warning.

Never leave, she thinks and then shuts her eyes. Never go away again.
]

I was frightened. [ The confession sounds small but feels large in her mouth. ] I did not wish for us to be strangers again.